Morganna's Reflection | |
February 20th 2024 | |
My first foray into (floral) Watercolor! | |
I think the results are pretty good, all things considered! | |
by Morganna Nikolaevna | |
With this three day weekend at a close, I was indeed able to start some basic floral watercolor with the supplies I ordered on Amazon. I also ordered some books (more on them later), but I started by watching one of the first YouTube videos I could find when searching "Introduction to Watercolor". I'm really happy with my initial results! The video went through basic brush strokes, how to use the water cup, and how to hold and pressure the brush to create simple petals and leaves. Once I saw how such simple techniques could create really nice looking flowers, I gained increased confidence in my work immediately. Unlike calligraphy, where you have to write a bunch of letters, all of them ugly, and still be unhappy with the results, I feel like watercolor gave much faster results!
Figure 1 My first two attempts at watercolor.
Here are the first two pages of watercolor that I made while following this YouTube video: The Complete Beginner's Guide to Watercolor.
I'm still struggling with some basic logistical time constraints, however. With work, anime, calligraphy practice, and updating Morganna's House, I'm not entirely certain if I have extra time in the evening for daily practice. But I know I have to practice everyday If I'm to get better, so I'll need to figure out a way to make time. I've already recovered quite a bit of time by watching anime while at work during the day, but I may need to consider shorting my daily Spencerian practice. This could be done quite easily if I didn't fill up an entire flex nib practice page—only half of one.
Figure 2 The first two books I ordered to learn watercolor.
I'm going to start with DIY Watercolor Flowers because that book appears to be focused, more or less, on exactly what I wanted to learn how to watercolor: flowers.
To hone and improve my skills, I ordered two books: Everyday Watercolor and DIY Watercolor Flowers. I'm going to start with DIY Watercolor Flowers first because learning to create Watercolor floral designs was the main reason I wanted to begin watercolor at all. After I complete that book, I'll move on to Everyday Watercolor, and then who knows what else will pique my interest by then. To be honest, I feel like I also need to improving my basic pencil drawings (a skill which I've never had and, like calligraphy, tried to learn in the past but gave up after losing motivation). I have a book for that in my Amazon cart now, so I'll order it later on. Other Remarks I got 120 Crafting in RuneScape this weekend! I just cut Dragonstones to 120, which should allow me to make all my money back (albeit very slowly) as I use the Alchemiser mk. II invention machine to slowly alchemy all of them. It's about 5000/week, and I have over 180,000, so this will certainly take some time. I then used the remaining double XP time to level Divination using a mix of Protean memories and Cinder cores. On that note, I think the fastest way to level Construction will be Bonus XP with Protean Planks and Cinder cores as well. After I get 120 cook, I may have to start saving up for that. I think that will be far easier than every alternative 120 method.
Figure 3 I got 120 Crafting in RuneScape!
I cut Dragonstones to 120, and plan to use the Alchemiser mk. II to slowly alchemy them over the course of several months and slow recover all my gold.
I finished the first part of Within a Budding Grove, Madame Swann at Home. I just started Place Names - The Place, in which the narrator is traveling to Balbec with his grandmother. But for now, I'd like to briefly discuss Madame Swann at Home. Madame Swann at Home told the story of the narrator falling into, then subsequently out of, love with Gilberte. I felt like the entire love affair with Gilberte largely paralleled Swann's love for Odette, right down to the narrator seeing Gilberte, in the middle of the night, with another man. But unlike Swann, the Narrator did not then end up in a relationship with an unfaithful woman. Once the Narrator realized he was falling out of love with Gilberte, he cut himself off from her, and began only visiting the Swann's when she would not be home. When he did that, he started spending more time with Madame Swann, and for a time become completely obsessed with her. Odette, who was presented as more or less a completely plain woman in Swann's Way (a presentation which, I must confess, still can't dispel despite a hundred pages telling me otherwise in Within a Budding Grove), is now described as by the narrator as the height of class and elegance. Men fawn over her, her interior design is amazing, her clothes are perfect, and yes, her choice of flowers (you know he had to discuss flowers) was among the best in France. But while the Narrator's interest in Madame Swann increases, so too does his disinterest in Gilberte. And slowly, after declining all her letters which ask him to drop by, she loses interest in him. And eventually her letters share his disinterest. And then their love has entirely expired. Unlike Swann, however, who wondered why he ever loved a woman who was not his type, the Narrator still has bursts of memory where he regrets his love (and lose thereof) of Gilberte. Overall, an very well written if not a bit strange story of the Narrator losing interest in Gilberte. |
Morganna's Reflection | |
February 1st 2024 | |
The challenges of reading Marcel Proust | |
I'm about 200 pages into Within a Budding Grove, how does it shape up against Swann's Way? | |
by Morganna Nikolaevna | |
Swann's Way is the first volume of Marcel Proust's monumental work In Search of Lost Time. I read it many years ago when I was a Junior (or perhaps a Senior, I don't recall) in College. I have fond memories of talking about it with my mother who, at the time, tried to read it but found it very boring. I first learned about Proust's work through an anime whose title paid homage to it (the anime was called In Search of the Lost Future. It wasn't particularly good, but for some reason it was memorable, perhaps because it prompted me to look into the works of Marcel Proust). Anyways, after looking into In Search of Lost Time I decided to buy the first volume (Swann's Way) and read it. Swann's Way was, to put it mildly, great. In fact, it's my favorite book of all time. But were I asked why I find it so good, were I asked why I think this novel is such a great work of art, I'd actually struggle to explain it. Put simply, I think Swann's Way is good... because it's hard to read. Initially, when I learned that Swann's Way was considered by many to be a college graduate level text, my only thought was "Challenge Accepted" and I jumped right in. Swann's Way presented multiple unique challenges to the reader. The first and perhaps the most famous is the narrative structure of involuntary memory. The book begins with the narrator, as an adult, having trouble falling asleep, and this prompts him to remember, as a child, how he also had trouble falling asleep. As a child, he would have trouble falling asleep if his mother didn't kiss him goodnight—so if his mother was entertaining guests, he would stay up for hours in an almost nervous panic under the belief that, without his mother's kiss, he didn't have the right to fall asleep. Later in the novel, there's another more famous example where the narrator dips a madeleine (small cake) into some tea, and this prompts him to remember how, as a child, his aunt used to do the same. This memory causes him to remember even more of aspects of his childhood. But while these lapses of suddenly and involuntarily remembering things are famous, I personally don't think they are what make the book difficult to read. Instead, the difficultly in reading comes from extremely long and meandering sentences, the consistent and aggressive use of rare and uncommon words, and the astronomical number of named characters (the book has 100's of characters). But despite all these short comings, the book just somehow pulls through and comes together. And somehow, by the end, you think "This was an absolute masterpiece". By way of analogy, imagine walking through a forest, realizing you're lost, continuing to walk while enjoying the sights you see every day, then by sheer accident reaching your original destination, and then subsequently realizing the path you were on was the correct on and you were never actually lost at all. That that's the feeling of reading Swann's Way. The second volume of In Search of Lost Time is Within a Budding Grove. And let it be said at the outset that Within a Budding Grove is significantly different from Swann's Way. Many of the shortcomings in Swann's Way are completely, utterly, in whole, absent from Within a Budding Grove. For example, the narrative structure of involuntary memory is completely absent. The number of named characters is significantly reduced (I'm currently at page 200, and I think there have been less than 10 named characters mentioned, if we're willing to excuse Ambassador Norpois's discussion of several overseas diplomats he's spoken with). The presentation of the story is chronological. The characters, instead of being vaguely explained, are directly introduced and well-described. And, much to my surprise, many of the vague areas present in Swann's Way are clarified through additional descriptions and character development in Within a Budding Grove. I'd still nevertheless argue Within a Budding Grove is a slow read, however. The complex thoughts and lengthy sentences are still present throughout the entire work, though (so much so that I often find myself needing to double back and reread a passage, in some cases several times, to ensure I understood it). But this is what I would consider an acceptable challenge, and there is a certain joy in rereading a passage several times then, at the end, feeling like you real understood it. As for where I am now, the narrator (Marcel) has complete ingrained himself within the Swann family. He visits them every day at lunch. He has lunch with Monsieur and Madame Swann every day, and speaks with Gilberte all the time, very much completing his childhood dream. He's also met and spoke with his favorite author, Bergotte, whom initially, due to his physical appearance, found to be strange, but eventually started to like him. The Swanns also had a less-than-favorable view of M de Norpois, which I found mildly strange given that M de Norpois had a very favorable view of them (especially Madame Swann). I'll still progressing, albeit slowly, though the book. I feel like a commenter on Reddit put it pretty well when they say Proust is something you have to read slowly, chew, and digest. You can't really speedrun the book, lest you get either too confused to completely burned out. I will say, though, it is a pretty difficult book to read right at night before I go to bed. By the end of the day I'm already very tired, so reading a book that requires a massive amount of attention then is very challenging. I think it would probably be better to read it during the day, and perhaps even take notes, but I don't want to do that. During the day I'm either working, playing games, or doing calligraphy practice. Other Remarks I want to go out and take more photos with my Leica M11, but of late the weather has been terrible (we had several days a week or two ago where the temperature was below -20F). The temperature has gotten slightly better, but there has recently been a lot of rain and sleet. My Rei and Asuka figures should, hopefully, be shipped by AmiAmi. I haven't gotten the billing information from them, but they've already been delayed once and we're about to enter February. I still want to buy framing equipment, too, but maybe this month I'll just buy a large working table because it's a bit cheaper. I can rework the upstairs plant room, and make it more of a workshop like I had originally intended. |
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